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Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.

Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.

Sounded easier when they all told me,
Oh not a challenge at all was it,
That’s what you said - strong I am,
Then why am I weak in my knees.

Stammering in front of your confused face,
Mess disaster not the right words,
The blood rushing into my face,
Crimson I turned ran away not looking back.

Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.

Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.

Wind in my hair; heart racing away and going crazy,
Tears crawls down the tender cheeks,
Sense of idiocy takes over me - why me?
The moment I regret, want to erase.

Didn’t expect to see you around the corner,
Your image on every wall door and surface,
Making me turn run hide and cry,
Why does grief take over me?

Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.

Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.

Not going to change sigh or whine no more,
Fed of the sleepless nights and mood swings,
Love you like crazy - yes kill me,
Foolish dumb and idiotic I feel.

Take away this pain and make me smile,
Don’t break this heart no more,
Sadness I have had enough - is joy to much to ask,

Come tonight save my poor lil soul…

Poor lil soul….. make the pain go away…

Smile with my eyes wide…. wide….