Saturday, November 3, 2007
Friday, September 28, 2007
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Ġ0Ŗÿ ďễÄťҺ
Wipe the dirt off the slate,
Try stitching it all back together,
The pain doesn’t go away; not ever,
When death becomes the only option.
Blood drained face becomes pale,
Knife shines; about to see its glory,
Piercing through gives out a sting,
Merely taking ones misery away,
Crime against law of love for oneself.
Welcome to my world; desolation rules,
Introduction not of any value to any,
Death is inevitable to all; sooner,
Where living is a waste of energy,
Might as well pray for less sorrow; die.
Next life perhaps I wont see any blood,
Smile with happiness and feel fulfilled,
The scares would vanish; skin be clear,
The constant nagging be all over,
Pin drop silence hits the air; yet alive.
Envy jealous hatred; seem perfectly normal,
Immortality the biggest fear of one,
Even painful hell not so gory or excruciating,
Glory to see the oozing out red blood; pure,
Time makes everything painful,
The slow death of one no exception.
ÌĿĻëģαĻ
Thursday, August 23, 2007
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Feeling nothing,
Emptiness,
Helpless,
Something I can not control,
1 2 3 4 5,
Stop,
No more.
An ending,
Want to see it,
Not sad but live happily,
Thinking,
Dreaming,
6 7 8 9 10,
Stop,
Enough.
Waiting,
Remembering,
Laughing,
Crying,
Emotions are overwhelming,
11 12 13 14 15,
Stop,
Can’t handle.
Pity,
Envy,
Disgust,
Shame,
Too much to handle alone,
16 17 18 19 20,
Stop,
Too much.
Love,
Mistakes,
I Regret,
Unfulfilled,
The hole in my heart,
21 22 23 24 25,
Stop,
Unbearable.
Admit,
Accept,
Let go,
Get away,
Too hard to achieve above,
26 27 28 29 30,
It stopped,
Dead.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Шήäţ Ìš ţҢЭ ШŐѓŀđ ςÓM¡ŊĠ ŤÒ...
Makes me wonder what the world is coming to... JACKETS FOR A FLIPPING FRUIT... what next? clothing line for trees? Weird world...
Monday, August 6, 2007
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
ŞåvÍńĜ ŧĦỄ ļĭľ şØטĽ
Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.
Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.
Sounded easier when they all told me,
Oh not a challenge at all was it,
That’s what you said - strong I am,
Then why am I weak in my knees.
Stammering in front of your confused face,
Mess disaster not the right words,
The blood rushing into my face,
Crimson I turned ran away not looking back.
Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.
Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.
Wind in my hair; heart racing away and going crazy,
Tears crawls down the tender cheeks,
Sense of idiocy takes over me - why me?
The moment I regret, want to erase.
Didn’t expect to see you around the corner,
Your image on every wall door and surface,
Making me turn run hide and cry,
Why does grief take over me?
Would be great to do what you say,
Let the whole memory slip away,
Fade into the background,
Just plaster a smile and move on.
Would be wonderful to feel free,
Run across that field like nothing mattered,
Taking away all the pain away,
Anger and hatred would leave.
Not going to change sigh or whine no more,
Fed of the sleepless nights and mood swings,
Love you like crazy - yes kill me,
Foolish dumb and idiotic I feel.
Take away this pain and make me smile,
Don’t break this heart no more,
Sadness I have had enough - is joy to much to ask,
Come tonight save my poor lil soul…
Poor lil soul….. make the pain go away…
Smile with my eyes wide…. wide….
Thursday, July 26, 2007
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Monday, July 16, 2007
♥♥ mĨ§Š ỹǾû ♥♥
It isn’t really hard for one to forget a person. With a population of more than six and half billion people I don’t think it’s hard for one to see a person on the road and forget the face instantly. There are some that you haven’t really seen face to face but are close at heart; I guess it can be called the result of the evolution of modern technology, but what I like to call it is the soft side in us all.
What seems weird in this world is not that have people who backbite and backstab, but that we get closer to ones through our heart when they are away than with us. These friends are few and far. You may have never met them, seen their face at close sight with your own bare eyes but they are the type you miss the most.
It’s the feelings that come from in there that make you so attached to them, it is the times you spent talking that stay in your memory. I believe it is hard to make someone remember you and it is harder to make them miss you.
Don’t mean to go on an endless blabbering rampage, but it is the plain honest truth. Try to think of people who you are very close to; who you will give up your life for. Hard isn’t it? Yes there are those who you will say you will do “anything” for, but when it comes down to business, who really will you take the plunge for? The list disappears eh?
In my humble lifespan of merely fifteen years I guess I have not come across many who have meant as much as stated above; a few friends, correction not even a handful! I guess all I can say is that they are the ones I loose the fastest and they are the ones that remain in my heart for the longest. It’s all about the memories and good times we had. All I can do I hope to dear god things would be fine, wish them all the best and hug them goodbye.
CM gonna miss you so very much, I love you loadz n loadz and I will try my utter best to stay in contact. NBM wont forget you; ever.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
ҒẁĎ: Ẽmáłľ
>>FINALLY A CHAIN LETTER THAT I LIKE!<<>>THE FOUR BASIC TYPES OF CHAIN LETTERS:
>> Chain Letter Type 1:
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Wasn't that fun? :)
Hope you made a great wish :)
Now, to make you feel guilty, here's what I'll do. First of all, if you don't send this to 5096 people in the next 5 seconds, you will be raped by a mad goat and thrown off a high building into a pile of manure.
It's true! Because, THIS letter isn't like those fake ones,
THIS
one is TRUE!! Really!!! Here's how it goes:
*Send this to 1 person: One person will be pissed off at you for sending them a stupid chain letter.
*Send this to 2-5 people: 2-5 people will be pissed off at you for sending them a stupid chain letter.
*Send this to 5-10 people: 5-10 people will be pissed off at you for sending them a stupid chain letter, and may form a plot on your life.
*Send this to 10-20 people: 10-20 people will be pissed off at you or sending them a stupid chain letter and will napalm your house.
Thanks!!!! Good Luck!!!
>> Chain Letter Type 2
Hello, and thank you for reading this letter. You see, there is a starving little boy in Baklaliviatatlaglooshen who has no arms, no legs, no parents, and no goats. This little boy's life could be saved, because for every time you pass this on, a dollar will be donated to the Little Starving Legless Armless Goatless Boy from Baklaliviatatlaglooshen Fund.
Oh, and remember, we have absolutely no way of counting the emails sent and this is all a complete load of bullshit. So go on, reach out. Send this to 5 people in the next 47 seconds.
Oh, and a reminder - if you accidentally send this to 4 or 6 people, you will die instantly.
Thanks again!!
>> Chain Letter Type 3
Hi there!! This chain letter has been in existence since 1897. This is absolutely incredible because there was no email then and probably not as many sad pricks with nothing better to do. So this is how it works... Pass this on to 15,067 people in the next 7 minutes or something horrible will happen to you like:
*Bizarre Horror Story #1
Miranda Pinsley was walking home from school on Saturday. She
had recently received this letter and ignored it. She then tripped in a crack in the sidewalk, fell into the sewer, was gushed down a drainpipe in a flood of poopie, and went flying out over a waterfall. Not only did she smell nasty, she died. This Could
Happen To You!!!
*Bizarre Horror Story #2
Dexter Bip, a 13 year old boy, got a chain letter in his mail and ignored it. Later that day, he was hit by a car and so was his boyfriend (hey, some people swing that way). They both died and went to hell and were cursed to eat adorable kittens every day for eternity.
This Could Happen To You Too!!! Remember, you could end up just like Pinsley and Bip. Just send this letter to all of your loser friends, and everything will be okay.
>> Chain Letter Type 4
As if you care, here is a poem that I wrote.
Send it to all your friends.
FRIENDS:
A friend is someone who is always at your side.
A friend is someone who likes you even though you stink of shit,
and your breath smells like you've been eating catfood.
A friend is someone who likes you even though you're as ugly as a hat full of assholes.
A friend is someone who cleans up for you after you've soiled yourself.
A friend is someone who stays with you all night while you cry about your sad, sad life.
A friend is someone who pretends they like you when they really
think you should be raped by mad goats, then thrown to vicious dogs.
A friend is someone who scrubs your toilet, vacuums and then getsthe check and leaves and doesn't speak much English...no, sorrythat's the cleaning lady.
A friend is NOT someone who sends you chain letters because he wants his wish of being rich to come true.
Now pass this on! If you don't, you'll never have sex ever again!
The point being? If you get some chain letter that's threatening toleave you shagless or luckless for the rest of your life, delete it.
If that hasnt cracked you up yet... watch this... http://info.org.il/irrelevant/may02-smilepop-soapbox4.swf
MŶ ώїҒé βĬŤ mỵ...
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
♥ << ŦĦÄŃ >> ♥
Sunday, June 24, 2007
[Ψ] [ł] [Š] [Һ]
Wish
I wish I could touch the sky,
Fly away where the wind takes me,
Dance with the stars in the night sky,
More than anything; have your love again.
I wish I could feel your warmth,
The care the embraced me,
How you stroked tenderly,
More than anything; the love you gave me.
I wish I could those hazel eyes again,
The smooth and soft lips,
Your face when I close my eyes,
More than anything; love that showed in your smile.
I wish I could have stayed close,
Realized your value,
Cherished what we had and being honest to you,
More than anything; let your love, grow stronger.
I wish that tomorrow never came,
I could stay in today forever,
The past hadn’t flowed away,
More than anything; you loved me even today.
Friday, June 8, 2007
>> Ăбõύ‡ Mĕמ, ţĦệŶ Ďðŋ'† ĄĎmŀ† ŀT <<
If u treat him nicely, he says u are in love with him; If u Don't, he says u are proud ...
If u dress Nicely, he says u are trying to lure him; If u Don't , he says u are from Kampung.
If u argue with him, he says u are stubborn; If u keep quiet, he says u have no
brains.
If u are smarter than him, he'll lose face; If he's Smarter than u, he is great ...
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u Love him, he will try to leave u.
If u don't make love with him, he says u don't Love him; If u do he says u are cheap...
If u tell him your problem, he says u are troublesome ; If u don't, he says that u don't trust him.
If u scold him, u are like a nanny to him; If he scolds u , it is because he cares for u.
If u break your promise, u Cannot be trusted; If he breaks his, he is forced to do so.
If u smoke, u are bad girl; If he smokes , he is gentlemen.
If u do well in your exams, he says it's luck; If he does well, it's brains.
If u hurt him, u are cruel; If he hurts u, u are too sensitive & sooo hard to please!!!!!
Admit it all guys out there it is true! And Gals the person who wrote this is a genius!!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
ďỀâđĿỷ šŀņŠ
Deadly Sins…
Why can the mind run so free?
Like a captive horse who has been let loose?
Why do random waves of ponder,
Cause guilt to sink me in its ocean.
Skeletons in my closet lie hidden,
Till one shall find the golden key,
Unlock the padlock,
Reveling a lot; loosing it all.
Fear is not the absence of courage,
It is the absence of will power to achieve what you want,
Lying is a way to escape the fear of telling the truth,
The horrors only arise if the truth is let out.
Guilt leaves one feeling vexed,
Loss leaves one feeling sad,
Lying allows one escape reality,
While the aftermath kill one itself.
Something written a couple of days ago...
Monday, May 28, 2007
0-0 ςǻĿvĺň & ЋÖЬ฿Ề∫ 0-0
Calvin and Hobbes is a comic strip written and illustrated by Bill Watterson , following the humorous antics of Calvin, an imaginative six-year old boy, and Hobbes, his energetic and sardonic—albeit stuffed—Tiger.My friends I agree that this was one of the best comics ever. And it is a great tragedy it ended.
Go to "http://www.marcellosendos.ch/comics/ch/index.html" to see the whole series of comics





